Miserable
Miserable
Miserable

Occurrences in my life today other than being miserable:

Met up with Marie for a drink

Stupid anecdote from school:
If it's not an overdose of Japanese penis it's graphic representations of ritual suicide . . .
Today in class the teacher talked about Japanese heroes and how the Japanese like to hero worship tragic figures . . he talked about 3 in particular - all of whom committed seppuku 切腹(harikiri - where you cut open your own stomach to commit suicide, etc) and then showed us a little known movie by the famous writer who was the third of the 'heroes' he discussed - it was a work pretty much foreshadowing his own death four years later . . and it largely consisted of the main bloke (played by this writer) having sex with his wife after deciding to kill themselves rather than the bloke have to kill his rebel friends.
Rather painful to watch.
Stupid way and stupid reason to die